The catch is I am trying for a VBAC. I feel like everything I do is me "bargaining" for how I want to give birth. I'm incredibly frustrated right now. I keep trying to cancel the NST and they keep saying we will call you back... There is something wrong with this system where a mother can't decide what she wants to do regarding her pregnancy. Nobody cares more about this baby than me!! Ugh.
I need some research on how the Doppler should be used conservatively during pregnancy. I barely have any time before they call back and I'm so flustered right now.
Anything helps. :'-(