First of all to anyone that will even read this, I'm mainly venting and seeking advice/ friendship too with women that can relate.
In 6 days I start my first year in the Rn program. My toddler will be 2 next month and I AM SO WORRIED, that I won't be able to focus on managing my grades, giving time to my daughter and running my household. I do have a boyfriend/husband but he works full time and having a hard time getting him to help me around the house without me asking all day for four days straight, until I do the task myself. I CANNOT stress that enough. I suffer from PPD and fibromyalgia; on top of every day stresses and I feel like I won't be able to get the grades that I Want and Need to get to be in the program. As I type this in our trailor, I can't quit focusing on getting a job as a full-time nurse to get out of this bad neighorhood, and into a real home. I feel like I can't do this by myself. My mother watches my little one while I go to school but then I'm constantly worried over how strong their bond becomes while I'm away. I understand that I'm going to school to better my daughters life but mine and her fathers too. Yet I don't know how to get over the guilt and jealous that eats at me while i'm at school.
I hope I get some feedback. I really could use some support with this, all of this.