I was in a relationship with his father for two years. That whole time he was physically, sexually mentally and emotionally abusive towards me. He had no respect for me whatsoever. When we got pregnant we were pretty excited and the abuse turned down. I thought things woud be better. Obviously I was wrong. He beat me when I was pregnant. I had a healthy baby boy.
In about January is when his parents invited us to live with him. The abuse continued. We rented the upstairs apartment. I'm not sure why I sick with him. Because I loved him? Because he is Noahs father? Because he supported us financially? All of the above? Well I never told any one because I felt pathetic. Growing up with my father beating my mother half dead killed me. I didn't want any one to know. I told him if he ever hurt me againiI was leaving. He did. So I called my mom. She picked me.up. he couldn't care less that I was leaving even though his mother threw herself on the floor crying begging me not to go.. I cried too, I love his mom. I told my mom.. she promised not to killhim. And since last night weve been broken up. Now that my mom knows whats going on, I know I will not go back.
It feels so good to be free, but when.I look at Noah I feel terrible. He looks jist like his daddy..
Well I guess I'm just looking for advice. Any thing you guys can share with me, making me feel better? Or just any thing that could benefit me? Thank you for reading