I am probably going to sound like such a child after writing this, but I'm feeling a little out of control with this, and just need a place to vent. I feel like I am constantly annoyed and angry at myself, at others, at the things around me. A big part of it is that my husband and I and now our little girl have been living with my parents for a few years as we saved for a house. We've paid them rent, we have privacy, all that is fine. There have been some great moments, and I'm so glad our little girl has been so close to her grandparents, but it is time for us to be on our own as a family.
We are now getting ready to move and we have another month or so until then and I feel like I just cannot stand being around my parents any longer and I just cannot wait to get out of here. I am really starting to resent them and I don't want to feel that way. I already know what I should do: I need to keep my mouth shut and just try to relax and make this last month enjoyable between us, but I'm failing at that. I find myself getting snappy and irritated very easily by their comments. I don't think my parents particularly like where we are moving so they make negative comments about different things and they never say anything nice about what we're doing. My mom constantly talks about things we better make sure we do or buy or whatever.
All those things are normal and there is nothing terribly wrong with what they are doing, it is just terribly irritating and unhelpful. I really need some inspiration of how to not make it worse. I really want to keep my mouth shut and be able to ignore, ignore, ignore, and just keep a happy face and do what I want to do without feeling guilty, etc. Sometimes I think my dad would like us to stay with them forever.