Accidentally posted this in TTC, so thought I'd copy it in TWW too: OK, so other than this crazy rash that has taken over my face....I've had really thick discharge the past two days. So thick it's almost like a paste. TMI I know, but hey...no modesty here! Other than that, I have nothing going on. I'm only about 3-4 DPO. I wish we had a way of knowing WHAT is going on inside us! I was having sore boobs, but that's normal for me around ovulation. That has gone away. With my 1st pregnancy, sore boobs and late AF were my first symptoms, but every other pregnancy, I've never had ANY symptom other than late AF. So analyzing symptoms does nothing for me but drive me crazy. So I do it anyway b/c I'm a slave to analysis and obsession! Sometimes I wish I was the type to get morning sickness so I could have an idea, but I never got sick with any of my 3 healthy pregnancies. I'M GOING CRAZY! How is it that 2 weeks can seem so long when you're TTC, but when you're not....time just flies by?!?! I also feel like I'm so "old" that there's no way it's going to happen. But I keep reminding myself it happened last Jan and it can happen again....Oh, and only other thing going on is how PMS'y I've been feeling. I swear I get PMS symptoms around ov too. Anyone else? I feel so hormonal and angry....I'm awful. I not only have road rage, I literally cuss at people that glance my way (not out loud-just in my head). Maybe I'm just a b*tch! I have little patience for anything and am just generally unpleasant. I'm painting a real pleasant picture of myself huh? Lol! At least those feelings are beginning to subside. I'll be my normal lovable self again tomorrow I'm certain...HA!
jesepumpkin and delightedbutterfly: So sorry to hear your news. It's so devastating. Another long stinkin month...
jennmk13: Guess we're about on the same schedule. I didn't go back and read enough to see if you said how long your cycles usually are. Mine are always 28-31 days. So I guess I'll be waiting another week before testing. Who am I kidding? I'll probably go buy several and test non stop til AF arrives. Why do we torture ourselves?!?
Imagine how crazy women must have gotten years ago before at home preg tests! Or OPKs....or maybe they didn't since they didn't have all these resources readily available! Would love to be able to just go with the flow, but I can't.