My youngest is 6. She's so excited about finally being a big sister. Unfortunately I'm still not excited about this. I feel too old for this. I'm concerned about all the things that can go wrong like gestational diabetes (mom was a diabetic), high blood pressure which I had in my 1st pregnancy. I'm sure when I feel the baby move I'll get over this stupid depression. Doctor has me on Progesterone suppositories which has my pregnancy symptoms more intense so I cry at a drop of a hat, I'm nauseous all time and I have zero energy.
Well ain't I a barrel of laughs.....hmmmph. Wanna be over with these feelings. Want to be happy, excited.