mel~I'm starting to get the teeny tiniest bit excited about the race, but mostly excited about getting to hang out in NYC with YOU!
lisa~Hope the numbness has worn off. Dental work is the pits. Yes, J is the original guy. C is the guy that I met a month or so ago who I thought was into me but never did anything about it. Yep, definitely into me. He even asked me tonight how it's possible that a "great girl" like me is still single. I was like...I don't know! This is what I've been wondering for the last four years, lol!
dr~I had a great brunch date with C yesterday. And then I had breakfast with J this morning. I'm pretty sure now that I need to break up with J, for reals. I just feel so bad, because I really do like him a lot, I just don't like him as much as he likes me, and it's kind of freaking me out that he likes me as much as he does. He keeps making comments (joking, but serious, ya know?) about me moving north to near where he lives. He was asking me a bunch of hypothetical questions at breakfast about "if you were to get remarried"...it's just too much, too fast. And then there's C, who I like a lot and want to get to know better. So, I need to do it. I just need to find the guts somewhere....arrrrrghhhhhhhh.