This is not the place for explicit details. I gave birth yesterday at 18 weeks 3 days, surrounded by patient midwives, my amazing husband and my fantastic mother-in-law. Birthing naturally in my own time allowed me the time I needed to accept what was happening. My husband and I were able to hold our lifeless Angel, while still warm from my body, and say our goodbyes. I am recovering in the hospital in a special little department for parents who have lost their babies. My husband was also admitted so we can have the time and space we need with midwives who know how to talk to and help parents like us.
I wish you all the best in your pregnancies, and will be thinking of you all come March.