It looks like my journey ends here. We went in for my 10 week appointment, couldn't hear the heartbeat on doppler (which is not uncommon) and I opted for an ultrasound just to be safe. The baby stopped growing between 6 and 7 weeks.
I take cytotec this morning to finish the process.
Best of luck to all of you as you finish what I hope will be wonderful, healthy, and happy pregnancies. All my best wishes for you and your growing babes.
(On a business note, someone will have to take over for me as a group leader. I'm not sure how that all works.)