Even though next Friday is my last day of work i'm having a really hard time holding it together. I feel so stressed all the time and i'm taking work things personally and having a really hard time separating from my client's issues at work. I work with people in conflict and normally i'm so cool (and therefore effective) about it but lately i feel like every client's crisis really affects me. Even though next Friday is officially my last day i have to come in at least two days the following week to finish off a big important project i'm working on. It's so stressful. I hate that i feel such lack of control over my emotions, it's not at all how i normally am. It drives me crazy. Also, i have total brain cloud and i forget things immediately after thinking them, like i thought about writing about the brain cloud and then i forgot immediately and then i remembered. It makes me feel stupid, even though i normally consider myself smart. I feel like others pick up on my increased stupidity and use it to their advantage. So i guess i'm also paranoid. Holy crap i really don't like the third trimester, by far the worst for me.
Any support at all would be so appreciated.
I'm 35w2d and i can't wait until it's 4 months pp so i can sit on the beach and drink a gin and tonic with a splash of cran and walk a flight of stairs without feeling like i've run a marathon and not feel like i have a brain cloud all the time (I would have said something wittier but brain cloud).