I really struggle with feeling like I am a good mother. I know I know doesn't everone!
I feel like I should like doing everything. For instance....I hate bedtime. I think its simply because by the end of the day I am burnt out from watching DD by myself all day. I also hate playing make believe...hated it as a kid too!
I find myself bored alot....which kills me to say! I love my DD to bits. We do crafts and colouring which I can handle, but, you can't do that all day.
We get out when we can to play groups etc but because I work shift work (and a crazy pattern at that) its hard to find things that aren't a weekly commitment.
I feel silly even posting this but find that sometimes the internet is the best place...people aren't afraid to give you an honest opinion.
Does anyone else feel like this?