I'm sorry to anyone who stayed up late on me, or got up early to check. I went to bed, couldn't handle the stress. I told dh to wake me up and tell me. It was negative. I'm going to try not to have a horrible day. I really need a good long cry.
At least I get to see a close friend today, and we are taking Melanie to see Shrek (her first movie-theater experience).
Silver linings, because there always are some: Still no sign of AF, which means I have a decent LP after all, and last month was most likely a fluke. O came earlier this month, and I had more EW thanks to green tea and EPO, so I will be doing those again. I get to open up my new Clear Blue fertility monitor, which has been sitting on my shelf still in packaging in case I "didn't need it."
Speaking of which, for those of you who have used the CBFM, it seems kind of dificult to use the first month or two. Is that true? I hear people often don't get peaks on them right away. Should I use OPK's this month too, until I get the hang of it, or is that just redundant?