I can't feel my cervix at all, it is still pretty high. That does not mean much though, it could pop right down and be dialated in a matter of moments (that is what I am believing because I am feeling so ready to have this baby!

) I don't think I will be seeing my midwife until after the babe is born (we are having an unassisted) so I am having to rely on my own checks, which I told myself I would not do or care about because this baby will come when ready regardless of me knowing the progress, but I am so anxious so I tried. I have not had an internal check by anyone besides myself since my first pregnancy, so I really am just trying to go with the flow. Does not mean I am still very curious! It is getting harder to distract myself to get each day to pass by. I want to be busy so time passes quickly, but I also want to rest

I know, babe will be in my arms SOON!!!!!!
Brandi
