At least there is hope that someday you can look back at this all and laugh...
when dh was just dp and he was with the fire dept. we would plan all sorts of great stuff for when he was on furlough.
The last year he was there, EVERY STINKING time he was working his last work day before furlough, he would get hurt.
Like dislocated shoulder...slicing his hand open...fun stuff like that. Things that had to be dealt with by the FD and meant he couldn't come see me until he was cleared.
I laugh about it now.
but back then I was a wreck (worried about his injuries and upset that he wasn't able to be with me...)
I actually started to dread his vacation time...lol
I hope you start feeling better soon. I'm sending lots of happy healthy vibes your way