You go, Ladylee!

I finally went back to the gym yesterday.. did just 30 minutes on the elliptical trainer.. it was hard but felt great.
I am five months post partum and only starting to exercise again and ooh I am outta shape!
I am going to swim this afternoon..
and I have signed up for two early am yoga classes a week. That way I really won't be away from DS anymore, since he's still asleep at that time.. with DH.
I pop into the gym right after work, so that's just an extra 45 minutes. I am aiming for 3 days at the gym plus the two Yoga classes. I sort of feel guilty about it.. but I need to do it to be healthy.
I am going to visit some friends that I haven't seen in a while next month.. and I really don't want them talking about how awful I look. Is that totally neurotic and shallow?