Only last week you were here with me. I never thought you would be gone so young, so I didn't cherish those last days. In fact, I remember thinking how annoying it was when you meowed so loudly and climbed up my leg.
I remember when you were a kitten. You were so gregarious and active. You were curious about everything and quick to investigate. I loved it when you would "attack" your toys, or curl up and nap beside your dog.
And when I found you last Wednesday morning, I was so terrified. You were curled on your side in pain, barely consious, with your brothers and sisters surrounding you. I didn't know what to do so I rushed you to the bathroom. Shadow comforted you while I called the vet, but you died before we could even leave the house.
It is so hard to believe you are no longer with me. Every once in awhile it hits me, and my heart rips again. I wonder what I could have done. If there was anything. I only wish I had known. Could I have prevented your death? Could I have lessened you pain?
I know that I will never have you back, nor will I find a cat in this world like you. I want you to know I love you, Adar. I have loved you since I first met you, and I will love you forever, even though you are no longer with me. You were one of my children, and I will miss you.
Love, Mommy
Adar Stembel

: 
December 2, 1997 - September 1, 2004
I remember when you were a kitten. You were so gregarious and active. You were curious about everything and quick to investigate. I loved it when you would "attack" your toys, or curl up and nap beside your dog.
And when I found you last Wednesday morning, I was so terrified. You were curled on your side in pain, barely consious, with your brothers and sisters surrounding you. I didn't know what to do so I rushed you to the bathroom. Shadow comforted you while I called the vet, but you died before we could even leave the house.
It is so hard to believe you are no longer with me. Every once in awhile it hits me, and my heart rips again. I wonder what I could have done. If there was anything. I only wish I had known. Could I have prevented your death? Could I have lessened you pain?
I know that I will never have you back, nor will I find a cat in this world like you. I want you to know I love you, Adar. I have loved you since I first met you, and I will love you forever, even though you are no longer with me. You were one of my children, and I will miss you.
Love, Mommy
Adar Stembel

: 
December 2, 1997 - September 1, 2004







I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet kitty.


