here is my addition, its the one I feel most comfortable posting even though I am not feeling particularly pleased with anything I have written so far...it has been a postitive experience doing the writing though
Two O'Clock in the Morning~
Two O'clock in the morning
that time between wake
sometimes I worry.
sometimes I dream.
sometimes I get up and have something to eat or to get something to drink.
sometimes I lay there and just look at my daughter, still and quiet beside me. I cherish the times when she is still and I can just watch her.
sometimes I cry at how she has grown. I love her and dont want to let her go.
sometimes I whisper softly into her ear, I tell her I love her. I tell her she is beautiful.
sometimes I caress her cheek softly and I kiss her.
usually Im nursing my daughter and many times I just want to be free.
shes growing up and I am learning to let go just as right now she has to learn to let go of me.
maybe thats exactly what she is doing by being difficult to me. Shes letting go or pushing me away. Shes growing up and it makes me so sad, she has been the most wonderful, amazing joy of my life and I dont want these precious times to end.
But I know in my heart, it is not an end. It is a begining for both of us.
Two oclock in the morning has been very busy ever since meeting my little Rayna. Every since having morning sickness, two oclock in the morning has had a whole new meaning. Life has had a whole new meaning and I thank Jah for that. Being awake at 2 oclock in the morning has been okay at best but I would never trade it for anything in the world. If all I had was two oclock in the mornings with my little girl than that would be fine with me, I could forget all the rest! Ahhh, two oclock in the morning, that good old two oclock in the morning when just maybe I'll be getting some rest!