I'm still here too....frump.
I think it would be cool to have a cusp baby...since I am on the cusp of Capricon/Aquarius. But I have (rather had) been feeling that Oakley would be a Libra baby...still a chance of that I guess.
Other news is that Dh is able to reschedule the business trip that he was supposed to leave for on Oct.25....yay, so that takes off quite a bit of pressure. Hopefully there will be plenty of time for him and Oakley to bond before he has to leave for a week. I am not worried at all about him going, except of course for that issue as I plan on staying with my parents while he is gone.
It's midnight now....I had a rough day with Ember today. She is so over emotional about things, as well as tired of hearing from everyone how hopefully the baby will be born soon, etc. That's why I really want this to all end soon! And she is definately feeling anxiety about me going to the hospital, she doesn't want to watch she's told me, but I don't think she wants to go anywhere either!! Hopefully it will happen at a time when my sister is available to watch her and I can bribe her with the fun she will have with her cousins....maybe I will have to rent a movie that she hasn't seen to send along or something to entice her...that or candy as a last resort
: (like hey honey...your going to Auntie's house...here share these chocolate bars with your cousins :LOL...won't my sister love me for that one!) After tonight I don't really think it would be successful having her be there at the hospital, everytime I tried to get up to use the washroom as I lied there trying to get her to sleep she wanted to come....so she might not want to let me out of her sight there either, then again the atmosphere of things in general will be much different and she could act entirely different. I am starting to wonder if this wait and see approach that I've been taking is the problem....maybe if I make concrete plans for her things will happen. Then again, how do you possibly make concrete plans for labour??
Okay so this is silly and I shoud know this having BTDT, but I felt a little leak tonight that was definately not urine....came from inside me. It just seemed like watery discharge though and I haven't had anything else since, I am assuming if it was a leak I will expereince more very soon and the question will be answered for me, right? It was maybe a tbsp. And sorry for getting graphic here but for two days now I am REALLY wet inside...like when I try to find my cervix I am almost literally dripping liquid off my fingers...it's just clear, watery, a little sticky. Anyone else??? A good sign I hope. Like I said sorry for TMI.
Feeling definate rectal pressure tonight ever since I woke up...yay, I think Oakley had dropped lower
Off to eat a bowl of cereal and head back to bed now.