I really should be sleeping; I'm exhausted but I can't get over the adreneline. My mom, who has never had a fender bender or even a ticket in 40 years of driving, rolled our car tonight driving with our 4 yo. She's hysterical; I have never seen her so upset in my entire life. Normally she's calm and logical to the point of almost being robotic, now she swears she'll never have the children in her car again, which should be interesting since she's the only one to take the kids when I go into labor.
My dh and I were on a snooze cruise driving our 23 mo to sleep when my dad called telling us to go pick them up. We drive up and there are fire trucks, an ambulance and police cars everywhere. Even though we'd already been told they were alright I thought I would explode. There is our car flipped on the roof, headed the wrong way, in a ditch. All I could think of was my baby had been in there. That was 3 hours ago. Everyone else is asleep; I can't sleep.
I'm 38 wks pregnant. My dh doesn't have a job. His car was just totalled - thankfully we got another one 2 days ago (so for two glorious days we were a two car family). I've been having contractions on and off for 2 months now. My husband was gonefor almost 2 months and just got home a week ago; my MIL passed away 2 weeks ago. I honestly don't know how much more stress I can take. I need to sleep, but all I can do is lay there and touch my son. I finally got up because I was rousing him.
Sorry I know this has nothing to do with pregnancy. This is just where I've been spending most my time. All I could think of when I got out of bed was that I might feel better if I could just "say" it.
My dh and I were on a snooze cruise driving our 23 mo to sleep when my dad called telling us to go pick them up. We drive up and there are fire trucks, an ambulance and police cars everywhere. Even though we'd already been told they were alright I thought I would explode. There is our car flipped on the roof, headed the wrong way, in a ditch. All I could think of was my baby had been in there. That was 3 hours ago. Everyone else is asleep; I can't sleep.
I'm 38 wks pregnant. My dh doesn't have a job. His car was just totalled - thankfully we got another one 2 days ago (so for two glorious days we were a two car family). I've been having contractions on and off for 2 months now. My husband was gonefor almost 2 months and just got home a week ago; my MIL passed away 2 weeks ago. I honestly don't know how much more stress I can take. I need to sleep, but all I can do is lay there and touch my son. I finally got up because I was rousing him.
Sorry I know this has nothing to do with pregnancy. This is just where I've been spending most my time. All I could think of when I got out of bed was that I might feel better if I could just "say" it.
oh sweetie 
I'm all teary eyed. Big hugs, I can't imagine how hard that must have been to see. I would have freaked too. Just lots of hugs coming your way. You'll be in my thoughts.
jesse, you are right that everything has a positive side. It's just been so many things in a row, you know what I mean? (Just found out today for instance that one of my best friends has been in the hospital for 3 days)
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