I'm feeling a bit in limbo. Or maybe it is denial. I just can't shake the hope she'll change her mind. But I can't cling to that, or I'll just get hurt all over again every day it doesn't happen. I guess wavering happens a lot with birthmoms, understandably. Most of the time the adoptive parents don't know about it. Our caseworker seems optomistic, but at the same time advises us not to count on a change of heart.
Thanks again for all the hugs and prayers. We're surviving.