Today is my due date. And I am going walking at the mall with Dd and my Sis.
But I am not really hopefull. I expect I will be at my midwife appt tomorrow, hopefully though I will be effaced or maybe even a little dilated. Anything but this fort knox act my cervix is up to.
It sounds a bit selfish but I keep thinking if the baby comes soon it would make things so much easier on me. My Sis is visiting for a short time, and I would love her to be there for the birth and have her help in the first week afterwards as well.
Besides Thanksgiving is a BIG deal in my family, I want to be there with my family and the new babe. I need to get over this thinking the world will turn on my schedule thing.
Sorry for the total negativity I'll quit now