count me out (long sad sigh)

[moma justice]

i am out of the running...i had a huge gush of blood in my panties and crazy cramps that made my vagina throb.....

needless to say my little one's life is over.

this is my 4th one (miscarriage)
i had one at 3 months, one at 5 months, one at 4 weeks, then my dd, and now this one....

yikes.
i know that i am only 25 so i still have time

and i guess now i do get to stay skinny, drink wine, and maybe certify to be a yoga instructer.

but i am still pretty heart broken.

i wish you all the best of luck and lots of love

oh yeah and the other part that sucks is that my hubby is certain that we should not try to get pregnant until he graduates in may from grad school.,

this preg was a big surprise b/c our bc failed.....so now i have to wait all winter and spring to try again....

oh well
peace
sarah

[UrbanPlanter]

s Mama. I lost mine yesterday, too. The same day as you.

[darsmama]

I'm really, truly, deeply sorry for both of your losses. I truly wish things like this didn't happen. May peace be with you and yours, and your chosen diety make things easier in times of grief. I'm really sorry.

Much love,
Katie

[Kaitnbugsmom]

s My thoughts are with you... I've lost at least four {confirmed by doctors} and I know the pain all too well....

[rainbowmoon]

I'm so sorry

[RiceMomma]

Hugs, Moma. I'll probably be joining you soon- I've been having spotting and my doc checked my HCG levels, and they have gone way down.

I'm only 25 too- we do have lots of time, but who wants to wait?

[runes]

I'm so sorry. Hugs to you...

[RaggedyAnn]

I'm so sorry!! 's to you all.

[babycarrier]

s momma's. the loss boards are full of wonderful support in this difficult time. I am so sorry.

[SunnyDay]

Oh Mama's I'm sooo soo sorry for both of you. Be gentle with yourselves. No one should have to go through a m/c. They are awful, I know......
Michelle

[fiddledebi]

Just from here...my thoughts are with you both.

[KYCat]

I'm so sorry that you're going through this. God bless you.

[Abylite]

I'm so sorry about your losses. I can relate all to well. I wish you peace.

[Fisherb]

I'm so sorry. I wish there was more I could do besides write this silly note. Take the time to cry, I guess. The angel deserves that, and so do you.

[isismama]

I'm so sorry.

[mags]

{{{HUGS}}} to both of you. I'm so sorry this happened.

[Amy in NH]

I am truly sorry for your losses

[runes]

I'm so sorry. Hugs.

[chiro_kristin]

I'm so sorry! May God comfort you.

My niece made a card when my cousin lost her baby. In the card, the sun was weeping, as was the moon, the clouds, the trees, my cousin and her husband, and God. They were all weeping. And then she drew a picture of an angel holding the baby, and they were singing.

I think your babies are singing.

[Slackermom]

I'm so sorry for what you're going through.

I'm out too. The pregnancy was ectopic, on my ovary. I've had a long, slow, painful miscarriage over the past three weeks. Christmas was hellish this year. There was quite a lot of damage, and it looks like we might not be able to have any more babies.