#2 in the hospital. I'm really nervous though, had a somewhat unpleasant experience with the hospital last time, but there are no midwives in my area. THe doc I'm using seems in line with my thinking although I am finding it hard to trust docs 100%. I really want a doula but can't find one here either. I've been reading "SPiritual Midwifery" and trying to stay positive. Hopefully DH will be able to be the support I need but I know he is nervous too.