so i had this dream....

[hotmamacita]

i have this dream of birthing a baby boy in my big tub with my friends around, no official midwife there but with dh or me catching baby.

i was completely open to an unassisted after first dd was born but dh wasn't so we found an awesom midwife who soon became my friend.

okay, more later, ds1 is wanting my attention NOW and i can't concentrate.

[hotmamacita]

anyway, i am open to it, very much so...

but i am not pregnant and not sure i am up for another pregnancy anytime soon.

but that dream was so real and SO delighted me. I've come so far in my birthing journey to trust in our Design and not to fear the Med. Community but not to use them persay.

i am a supporter of unassisted birthing and maybe oneday i will be one too.

and the baby was a little boy...

SO glad this forum is here. I get to be encouraged and learn more.

[sprinkle pocket]

sounds like *you* may not be ready for it, but a little boy is waiting for you!! very exciting! i'm sure it won't happen unless the time is right.