I just wanted to intro myself.. I just signed up.. i am expecting my fifth baby in April we are planning a UC birth. this is my partner's first child (we have four from my first marriage)..
I live in Canada (west coast) my children are all two years apart.. this has been my longest gap between babies.. my youngest at this point is four.. might be a bit much personal info .. but i thought I would share just becasue it makes life easier..the last few years i really lost something.. some drive I had before.. it was like my priorities went from being *fully* kid, mama centered to being more centered on self..my ex was abusive so I went through a alot of hard times.. i want to find this place of balance.. where I am me and taking care of me.. and being the best mama i can be, I am nto too sure if that makes sense to anyone, on some level i htink having my *fifth* baby makes me think i should be some old farm wife somewhere.. and I sure don't feel that way..I am seeking.. I wanna find my peace with all these different me's.. the mama, the child, the lover everything..I never fit in with most the forums I turned to too seek out the online support I need when i am at home with my chillins all day and needs some grown up Goddess contact.. so I hope I am finding a home here..
wow that was a lot.. but feels good.. a little purge to start me off.
I live in Canada (west coast) my children are all two years apart.. this has been my longest gap between babies.. my youngest at this point is four.. might be a bit much personal info .. but i thought I would share just becasue it makes life easier..the last few years i really lost something.. some drive I had before.. it was like my priorities went from being *fully* kid, mama centered to being more centered on self..my ex was abusive so I went through a alot of hard times.. i want to find this place of balance.. where I am me and taking care of me.. and being the best mama i can be, I am nto too sure if that makes sense to anyone, on some level i htink having my *fifth* baby makes me think i should be some old farm wife somewhere.. and I sure don't feel that way..I am seeking.. I wanna find my peace with all these different me's.. the mama, the child, the lover everything..I never fit in with most the forums I turned to too seek out the online support I need when i am at home with my chillins all day and needs some grown up Goddess contact.. so I hope I am finding a home here..
wow that was a lot.. but feels good.. a little purge to start me off.
Welcome Hawkfeather. Sounds like I could learn as much from you as I hope you're able to learn from this forum!
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