Ds woke every 45 minutes wanting to eat and crying and whimpering. I couldn't make myself wake up and was so annoyed. I had the same yucky annoyed feeling when he latched on and had to push him off and he cried. Then I felt terrible. I tried to soothe him back to sleep but I don't know if it worked. This went on all night. Finally this morning I begged dh to take him out of the bedroom at 8:30 and he did until 10:30. Then he brought him back to bed and they both went to sleep. I went back to sleep too, but when ds woke up at 12:30, I had to get up with him. Now it is 2:00 and dh is still asleep and it really irritates me b/c he acts like 2:00 is sacrosanct and I am bad for wanting him to be awake. He doesn't work nights and only has one class today at 6:00 and he is supposed to put all the safety stuff on the drawers b/c ds won't stop opening them, but it takes him so long to get ready that he won't do any of that stuff. He is like, "Just 20 more minutes." WTF will 20 minutes do? I am freaking out here and feel like I can't spend another day in this house with ds. It is really cold and snowy and I don't have anywhere to go, but I am going to lose my mind being here. Oh I am so irritated I don't want to be around either of them. 
mama. Connor was up last night too (he doesn't nurse anymore but it's still hard to get him back to sleep) 3 times. I'd get him back to sleep, go to bed myself and 10 min later he was up again. We did this for 3 hours. DH usally helps me when this happens, but he's away on a business trip so I'm on my own for 2 weeks.
