Terrified lady stepping in
Well, I guess it's time for me to post too. I just found out on Wednesday that we're expecting #1. After months of trying this was the first cycle I thought we had no shot. I only took the test because I was three days late and knew that buying an HPT would be the best way to bring AF on. Boy was I surprised to see that second line show up before the dye had even covered the control window!
I'm really scared. Every twinge makes me think it's all over. Being nauseated makes me happy, but then I dread it getting worse. I'm so bloated I need new pants.
But I'm really happy! And emotional! I cried this morning just thinking about how much I love my grandma.
We're not telling anyone right now. We have a planned two-week vacation to Italy starting next Tuesday and I may tell my mom when we get back. I want to put off telling the in-laws as long as possible. They're not going to be happy about:
-no U/S without medical necessity
-not knowing the gender
-not knowing the name/names ahead of time
-no circ if the pumpkin seed grows a penis
The longer I can put of those discussions the better!
Glad to join you all, even if everything is completely freaking me out now,