((Kinsey))
Its crazy how one small decision can make such a HUGE impact on the events that follow. I know in my heart every decision I make is for a reason and while I may not like the outcoming events, they are happening to lead me to where I need to be. Thats a bit hard to listen to right now tho.
I was ok with my BIl coming out here, he is a cool guy and my kids love him to death. It would have been a nice break for me to have osmeone entertaining the munchkins, but I guess he got a little freaked out at the thought of me possibly going into labor during his visit that he begged his mom to come too.
Now I love my MIL, she is a great lady. However she is very much against homebirth and I think having her here before I deliver is definetly going to stress me, heck its already stressing me. I don't know why they don't just wait until after the baby is born. Maybe b/c she knows she won't get much time with the baby anyways since I am a baby hog and will be nursing lol Maybe she thinks visiting then she can help out or something to give me a break? Just one more thing DH and I will have to discuss tonight. I think he knows it bothered me when he said his mom was coming too. In fact he even cleaned out the kids 2 mice cages without me asking. Wonder what else I can get him to do today!
Alright I am headed back to bed to mope even tho I have this urge to clean and make some diapers. I can do those later
Its crazy how one small decision can make such a HUGE impact on the events that follow. I know in my heart every decision I make is for a reason and while I may not like the outcoming events, they are happening to lead me to where I need to be. Thats a bit hard to listen to right now tho.
I was ok with my BIl coming out here, he is a cool guy and my kids love him to death. It would have been a nice break for me to have osmeone entertaining the munchkins, but I guess he got a little freaked out at the thought of me possibly going into labor during his visit that he begged his mom to come too.
Now I love my MIL, she is a great lady. However she is very much against homebirth and I think having her here before I deliver is definetly going to stress me, heck its already stressing me. I don't know why they don't just wait until after the baby is born. Maybe b/c she knows she won't get much time with the baby anyways since I am a baby hog and will be nursing lol Maybe she thinks visiting then she can help out or something to give me a break? Just one more thing DH and I will have to discuss tonight. I think he knows it bothered me when he said his mom was coming too. In fact he even cleaned out the kids 2 mice cages without me asking. Wonder what else I can get him to do today!
Alright I am headed back to bed to mope even tho I have this urge to clean and make some diapers. I can do those later
Can't wait to hear the whole story! And I really hope your dh posts, mine could use the info and perspective.
