I have been doing a lot of research and soul searching over the last week and have decided that if we are lucky enough to conceive (ttc this summer) I will be having a planned c-birth (two previous c-births). I would like to have support from women who've been there. Please direct me to the thread if there is one because I can't find it. Thanks!
Edited to add: I really wish there was a place here where women who have to have a c-section or who choose to for very real reasons could celebrate and rejoice their c-birth or planned c-birth. I understand vaginal birth is the best way but for people who don't have a choice it is horrible to be made to feel ashamed or afraid to rejoice. I am not going to allow myself to feel sorry for myself or be ashamed of my experiences. I have two wonderful children born by emergency c-births (both children born blue and then revived) and I will be having a wonderful planned c-birth when I conceive again and I am proud of it!!!
Edited to add: I really wish there was a place here where women who have to have a c-section or who choose to for very real reasons could celebrate and rejoice their c-birth or planned c-birth. I understand vaginal birth is the best way but for people who don't have a choice it is horrible to be made to feel ashamed or afraid to rejoice. I am not going to allow myself to feel sorry for myself or be ashamed of my experiences. I have two wonderful children born by emergency c-births (both children born blue and then revived) and I will be having a wonderful planned c-birth when I conceive again and I am proud of it!!!
Best wishes with everything! 
