2nd trimester
no marching band!
showing eariler
shopping at Target
summer concert attire
desperately needing to sleep
still nursing Anna all night, every night
naps
making the decision to homebirth
Anna got chicken pox?
long car rides to gigs, very, very sore tailbone
feeling the baby
not feeling very conncted, wondering how I could possibly love anyone else the way I love Anna
ultrasound -- it's a BOY! I knew it!
talking to my first love on the phone
1st love came to visit, first reunion in 5 years
very emotionally charged, seeing him again while carrying my husband's child
staying in touch, not sure if it was the right thing to do
baby kicks
wearing black, feeling sexy and good
meeting Julia, feeling intimidated
not sure I want this woman at my birth but knowing she is the best
hatred for OB visits developing
high blood pressure at the OB clinic, nowhere else
secrets at the clinic
early GTT because of dad's diabetes
slow weight gain
starting to love the hour ride to Julia and back
starting to love Julia