I still have not had any BH. Never did with Alexis, eather. This baby is so low, some of the time, it hurts. I think she has dropped a little. Alexis's eye Dr told me I could now go have the baby. He was joking with me, cause i wanted her surgery so fast. 4 weeks from today, I will be holding her. OMG that is scarry. I was packing her bag and putting in all the tiny little cloths and was like I can't belive she is going to be that small.
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5/4/05 at 11:38pm






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Then after he was born I had the cryo for mild dysplacia (sp?) I know that isn't as scary as the big C word... and I'm not sure why I'm saying this... just blabbin' away. 
: I am picking my battles regarding birth. Because I am AMA and having #1 I'm more inclined to medicalize I think. I'm doing what I can to avoid the rest of the interventions.
Thanks so much. I'm feeling better today; haven't talked to my friend yet, so I'm not sure how she's doing, but I know it hadn't really sunk in yet yesterday.
: at your dream, but I understand. I have those types of dreams all the time where I'm really upset or freaked out for a bit, then it's just silly.
. My baby is all on my right side and in transverse position, but at least he's head down I guess. I think it's because I favor sleeping on my right side...I tried sleeping more on my left side but it's just not as comfortable. I still have plenty of time, though, so not in freak-out mode yet.
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