Wow, that was so intense, Raina. I love birth stories that go into such detail--thank you for sharing everything in such a great way.
I especially loved this part:
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Originally Posted by miamommy
Suddenly the world stood still. I opened my eyes and realized that Jimmy (dh) wasn't with me, he had gone to the bedroom to be with dd. An intense feeling of loneliness hit me. Everything was so calm and still. I looked at the water in the tub and it wasn't moving at all. I dunked my head under water.
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I could picture it so perfectly...there you are in the still of the night, submerged in the water--maintaining control in your own way and birthing your daughter

I think you did an incredible job and even though it wasn't quite what you pictured Abigail had an amazing, gentle birth experience and was brought into the world in such a wonderful way...which is what we all want for our children
