Oh, how exciting for Meghan!!!! I'm so glad to hear that she and babe are doing fine. CONGRATULATIONS!!
Tara? Tara? Are you there? If we don't hear from you soon ...
All is okay here. I had my first pre-natal with my monitrice (doula) on Saturday. We LOVE her. We talked for 2 hours, and totally see eye to eye. It's great to know we feel the same way about stuff ... I know I can trust her to take care of me when I'm feeling "incapacitated" during labor. She also talked with dh for a while and reassured him, and talked him through some things he can do to help me, and how she'll support him during the labor. I think he's starting to get scared, lol. I've been trying to prepare him, and tell him I'll probably be screaming, swearing, and saying "get this thing out of me RIGHT NOW", but that doesn't necessarily mean anything is going wrong :LOL .
It's my first baby, but I've been feeling pretty calm about labor (denial?) until recently. Now I'm starting to get spooked. It's really going to happen, isn't it?

My monitrice checked my urine and there was blood and leukocytes in it (and small amount of protein). She thinks I may have a UTI, yeast infection, and
maybe GBS positive. Ick. I've been having lots of "vaginal discomfort", but chalked it up to general pregnancy annoyances (swelling, chafing, etc.), and even asked OB and she said the same (did not check me). Although annoyed that she didn't follow up, it's probably better this way, because she would have put me on antibiotics, lotrimin, etc. Instead, my monitrice recommended multidophilus and also propolis (made by bees), which has antibacterial and anti-fungal properties. I've also been chugging cranberry juice and going to the bathroom lots. Am starting to feel a little less uncomfortable

. I just hope like crazy I'm not GBS+, because I don't want to deal with the hep lock/IV, antibiotics, etc. Plus it means going to the birth center sooner, when I want to stay home as long as possible.
Other than that, I feel HUGE (am I really going to get BIGGER in the next 6 weeks?!?!?!), am uncomfortable, sleep like crap, etc. I'm in the home stretch. I'm in the home stretch. I'm in the home stretch.
Shana
EDD 7/29/05