They are the prettiest I have ever seen! Nothing but good thoughts for you! Still crossing everything!:
: to everyone else. Things here are slow and tiring and sad with dh away. My parents are being wonderful for a change but it's tiring having ppl here, especially having AF. I kind of hope I O late so dh will be home! We finally got to talk to him last night and it was such a relief. So all my hope this month is for you all! :
After a very intensely crazy afternoon, I discovered that the VA is sending me on a consult with a bona-fide infertility clinic at a really good teaching hospital!! I'm so jazzed! If anyone is interested in the whole rigamarole, it's in my blog
WARNING:I'm new to this blog thing so it's kinda long and disjointed.
I am in a small state of shock. I got not one but 3 tests this afternoon. Please say a little prayer this little one sticks. I am in CA visiting my parents so I will go in to my midwife that I love tomorrow for a beta and progesterone count. Holy cow, this better be for real this time. Last night I dreamt I got a positive, thought I was dreaming in the dream and then convinced myself in the dream I was awake. I decided to test since I havent spotted at all this cycle and I usually do by now and I couldnt eat the dinner I cooked because I saw the meat raw. With my sons I had severe meat adversions. OMG
This morning the line was a tad darker I decided just to go with it and say I am officially pregnant. I would rather be thrilled now and have to deal with it if something happens then to be worried and apprehensive. I want that = baby naiveness back.