Uggh!
I just had my NST done this morning as I am almost 41 weeks. Baby was pretty quiet so I had to spend a lot of time there for them to see what they wanted. With a little nudging baby moved a little, but I was like, "Hey, some days the baby is active, and some days not." This morning was one of those "not" days. MW wants me to go on Saturday to the hospital for another NST. And then they scheduled an induction day for the 16th. I'm like WTH, then why do I need to go in on Saturday. She said she was fine with what she saw, but secretly I'm wondering if she's not a little suspicious. She has been super hands off the whole pregnancy, so I'm wondering a little, why she seems skeptical??? Anyway, she gave me Blue Cohosh to take, and she says that she expects that I'll be back there tonight (in labor on my own). I just hate feeling the pressure of everyone around me. It seems to be negatively affecting my own confidence, and I don't want Labor & Birth to start out like that. I need Labor Vibes ladies.Feeling Depressed!







Sending you all of the labor vibes I can muster... I hope the MW is right and you will see her tonight...
...and to anyone else who wants/needs them...
: The nice words mean a lot to me.




I described them to dh as "my belly hugging Wee Bitty" because they didn't hurt, they didn't seem to really tighten like a muscle cramp...just like a hug. They made me happy.