It is wonderful to hear that you are feeling better
I am still roller coastering
I still have weird symptoms. I know this may sound weird but it feels like I have a small hemmoroid?! It isn't red but it is irritating. I have NEVER had anything like this before. I may be paranoid but I almost think it is from wearing either a pantyliner or pad for the past 3 weeks!. I am afraid not to though. Just when I think all the bleeding is done I have a little more. Not alot just enough to stain another pair of undies. I also still have occasional tummy pains when I roll over in bed. That is the only time it happens and I think it is due more to soreness in my low back at this point.
As far as the massage. I go for the typical swedish massage usually. Some deep tissue and relaxation mixed together. It's funny you mentioned the knee cap thing, grandmasgirl, my husband goes hysterical if I touch his kneecaps!
I have been going to chiropractors since I was 3 years old so I guess I never got the "get away from my spine" feeling. It helped me soooo much throughout the years that I am now a chiropractor myself! I have had a few patients that it takes a couple of visits for them to get used to the touching the spine thing. If you don't think you can take it though, there are alot of techniques out there that are very light touch and if you discuss your reservations with a chiro. they should make it as comfortable for you as possible.
Other than the roller coastering and "weird" physical symptoms I am doing pretty good.
I still have that lingering fear that pregnancy won't come easy for me and I really, really want a baby!