It is our first night in our new place, just the four of us. H helped me move all of our stuff & we will see him at church tomorrow, but being here tonight is hard. it's just all starting to sink in now. I hate that we ended up here in this situation. I hate not having him here at night. I have always hated being home at night alone & now I am going to have to get used to it. I can't sleep alone, so I am having ds1 sleep in my bed with me, but I don't know that i want it to become an every night thing or not. I am just bconfused, lonely, sad & a little bit scared. Did anyone else feel like this when they first were seperated from their H/P?
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8/28/05 at 2:52am