Oh mama, my heart aches for you. I have been thinking of you whenever I see thee birth beads strung in my window, now I will send you and your family strong and healing energy and blessings at the thought. We'll be here for you!
I am so sorry for this loss to you and your family. I read your blog often and I was delighted to hear that you had your baby, but wondered why you had not written in some days. I hope you have loved ones around to support you right now.