I feel like....
You know when you go on a carnival ride, let's say The Zipper? And it's horrible, it's so horrible you swear you will not do it again.
And then 2 years later you are at the fair again, you see the zipper. Your cousin says "Let's go!" and you think, it couldn't have been THAT bad, right?
So you get on. You snap down the guards that keep you from falling out. You feel great! And then, it starts to move.. The steel vibrations resonate through your bones and then instantly, it all comes back... but OH CRAP you cannot get off now, it is moving, you are strapped in and all you can do is wait out the ride...
That is basically how I'm feeling now.
I don't get m/s too bad but I DO get pubic symphysis disfunction...I have loose ligaments anyway, and my pelvis loosens so that the 2 bones grind against each other, when I sleep, when I walk, when I sit, all the time. And last time it started around 4 months. I did not sleep AT ALL after about 6 months pg because I could not roll over in bed without waking up crying. I am scared.
You know when you go on a carnival ride, let's say The Zipper? And it's horrible, it's so horrible you swear you will not do it again.
And then 2 years later you are at the fair again, you see the zipper. Your cousin says "Let's go!" and you think, it couldn't have been THAT bad, right?
So you get on. You snap down the guards that keep you from falling out. You feel great! And then, it starts to move.. The steel vibrations resonate through your bones and then instantly, it all comes back... but OH CRAP you cannot get off now, it is moving, you are strapped in and all you can do is wait out the ride...
That is basically how I'm feeling now.
I don't get m/s too bad but I DO get pubic symphysis disfunction...I have loose ligaments anyway, and my pelvis loosens so that the 2 bones grind against each other, when I sleep, when I walk, when I sit, all the time. And last time it started around 4 months. I did not sleep AT ALL after about 6 months pg because I could not roll over in bed without waking up crying. I am scared.
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