DH was still alive and we never imagined he would die. I rmember I was thinking about how perfect our life was together, though now it seems like a lifetime ago since I last saw him alive and held him in my arms. the night times and mornings are the worst and I can't hardly sleep, though I'm functioning as well as I can. I miss him so much and not sure how I will get on with my life. I am feeling so sorry for my children as well as they will never know their Daddy like I did. ds is 18mo and doesn't even really know what's going on. he looks for DH but I don't think he realizes he's gone. how can I help him not forget him? where do I even begin the healing process when I have so much stuff to do and decisions to make? I am so overwhelmed.
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Your children will definitely know what a wonderful man their father was. You and his wide circle of friends will see to that.
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. I do not know if it gets any better, just take baby steps and take one day at a time.
: for you!!
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goes out to you. Please know that you are not alone in your grief and we are here to listen and support you through this. Now and two years from now. Grief can be such an emotional rollercoaster ride and can be so exhausting. Be gentle with yourself, remember to drink alot of water (for both you and your sweet babe) and know that you can come here to share as much as you want about your dh, your life and emotions.
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