Ally,
I am so so sorry for your loss.... I can't even begin to comprehend the grief you must feel for losing Ryland- we were all so happily awaiting his arrival. I know the Lord is rejoicing at getting to hold your beautiful little boy right now, though, and will continue to comfort your family as only He can. Please let me know if I can do *anything* for your family- I'm only a short drive away.
~Lindsey