I'm here, too. Sigh. EDD 9-10, first timer, having ctx of varying degrees for three weeks. Mama K said it -- Pleeeeeeeease, Baby, come out!
I feel like a failure in some ways, like a lawn mower with a sticky starter. Meditation, prostaglandins, walking, drumming, dreaming, talking out our fears, nipple stim........ nada. I remind myself that it isn't nada, it's probably preparing, getting ready, pumping the choke, so when baby pulls that starter cord we'll be off and running!
Today the ctrx's hurt. Good sign? Maybe. Full moon tonight -- also, and I didn't know this until a few weeks ago, today is the Feast of St Sophia. And when I went out to sit for a while in the garden, three hawks soared RIGHT over my head in circles. The hawk is dh's animal spirit. So if she don't come today, well, I will feel good and lost.
Only one week "over," but just being honest about how I feel. Poor dh feels like he let me down, too, like his prostaglandin wasn't powerful enough. :LOL It's easy for me to see that he's being silly... so I guess I'll have to take my own advice and not take it personally.
I feel like a failure in some ways, like a lawn mower with a sticky starter. Meditation, prostaglandins, walking, drumming, dreaming, talking out our fears, nipple stim........ nada. I remind myself that it isn't nada, it's probably preparing, getting ready, pumping the choke, so when baby pulls that starter cord we'll be off and running!

Today the ctrx's hurt. Good sign? Maybe. Full moon tonight -- also, and I didn't know this until a few weeks ago, today is the Feast of St Sophia. And when I went out to sit for a while in the garden, three hawks soared RIGHT over my head in circles. The hawk is dh's animal spirit. So if she don't come today, well, I will feel good and lost.
Only one week "over," but just being honest about how I feel. Poor dh feels like he let me down, too, like his prostaglandin wasn't powerful enough. :LOL It's easy for me to see that he's being silly... so I guess I'll have to take my own advice and not take it personally.








Latest date on there is Thursday, so it seems I'm working under everyone's deadline!
both my sons were past due. The waiting game totally sucks.
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