We went on our hospital tour last night. It was absolutely fascinating & I am SOOO SO relieved & excited to be delivering there. I wanted a "as close to delivering at home" feeling as possible, & this hospital is all for it. No interventions, baby stays with me every second, birthing balls, jacuzzis & squatting bars in every room, a kitchen around every corner stocked with drinks & munchies for laboring women....... OMG it was dreamy. And THEN we saw the few babies in the nursery (only there because they were actually having health problems), & I nearly started laughing & sobbing at the exact same moment. I am just SO excited that I am doing this again. It's been a long time since I had a teeny baby, my kids are 14 & 7, and I didnt' think I would get to do this again. And the looks & comments from my amazing & loving & excited-beyond-the-sky DP made me fall in love with him again & again every 5 minutes.

This post is pretty rambly & pretty much TOTALLY OT, I just wanted to squeal once again about how excited I am & how every single thing that reminds me of how close we are to delivering our babies fills me with such emotion! I've been lurking in ALLLLLL the DDC ahead of us ever since we conceived. I suck up every single birth story posted in them. Um, I am totally obsessed.
Ok, I am done babbling aimlessly now.

