Hi mama,
I do not know your story, this is my first time on this board.
I lost my dh very suddenly on Easter morning (totally unexpected). I have since been through all of our children's birthdays (the baby's first) and both of our birthdays (he would have turned 34). I planned his funeral on the day we were to celebrate 7 years of marriage. So far, the most difficult week was last week. It was the six month mark for me and he was to be leaving on his first mission trip. Two of his friends went in his place. It was very emotional because I knew that he would have been bouncing off the walls in excitement.
Anyway, feel free to pm me. The Lord has taught/is teaching me so much through this.