Starting about 8 years ago, when single & dating, occasionally during sex I'd feel a girl-baby spirit hovering around. No, I'm not into seances or pschic phenomena, so it was definitely wierd. Anyhow, her presence was truly palpable- enough so I decided to tell her that no, it wasn't the right time and it wasn't the right man; she couldn't physically manifest in me at that time. I had the same conversation with her several times over the years.
Fast forward to last December, with my mate, S: I finally tell him that this girl-baby spirit is heavily making her presence felt to me, and that since he didn't want kids, we'd have to be VERY careful. This opened discussions that, over weeks, led to him realizing he DID want a child, and we both wanted a girl- so we planned to get pregnant in October (yes, this month).
February 14: I'm at a drugstore over lunch buying Valentine candy for my students. I hear a breathy whisper in my ear, "You're pregnant- g i r l......" I turn to see who's speaking to me; I'm alone in the aisle. I break a hot sweat and think, I'm due for my period in a couple of days...later at home, S and I take a hike. Overlooking a canyon, we stop and talk and I say that I'm not feeling my usual pre-menstrual symptoms. He closes his eyes to check in with himself, and says he's got butterflies in his stomach- a feeling of "YES." I'm feeling the same way but am in denial. After all, we'd used the same fertility awareness bc that had worked for me for 11 years without fail! I couldn't be pregnant!
We go home and talk about "what ifs." I straddle his lap and face him on the sofa while we talk. He places his hand on my belly, over my uterus, where I'm feeling -for lack of a better word- intense energy emanating, and as his hand touches my body I hear the SAME VOICE and it says, "She likes him!" I go dizzy.
Two days later we do a pregnancy test- positive- and I nearly faint in shock- I thought I was going crazy, hearing voices and all that!
After adjusting to the reality of being pregnant, we laugh about how OF COURSE she manifested in me! We'd actually planned on making her, visualized her, felt her energy, totally opened ourselves to her- after planning on spending the better part of the year preparing for her; and why would spirits have any true sense of time as we know it? We said, "we'll make her in October" and yes, it's October, and she's due in 12 days.
Anybody else have unusual conception experiences?
Fast forward to last December, with my mate, S: I finally tell him that this girl-baby spirit is heavily making her presence felt to me, and that since he didn't want kids, we'd have to be VERY careful. This opened discussions that, over weeks, led to him realizing he DID want a child, and we both wanted a girl- so we planned to get pregnant in October (yes, this month).
February 14: I'm at a drugstore over lunch buying Valentine candy for my students. I hear a breathy whisper in my ear, "You're pregnant- g i r l......" I turn to see who's speaking to me; I'm alone in the aisle. I break a hot sweat and think, I'm due for my period in a couple of days...later at home, S and I take a hike. Overlooking a canyon, we stop and talk and I say that I'm not feeling my usual pre-menstrual symptoms. He closes his eyes to check in with himself, and says he's got butterflies in his stomach- a feeling of "YES." I'm feeling the same way but am in denial. After all, we'd used the same fertility awareness bc that had worked for me for 11 years without fail! I couldn't be pregnant!
We go home and talk about "what ifs." I straddle his lap and face him on the sofa while we talk. He places his hand on my belly, over my uterus, where I'm feeling -for lack of a better word- intense energy emanating, and as his hand touches my body I hear the SAME VOICE and it says, "She likes him!" I go dizzy.
Two days later we do a pregnancy test- positive- and I nearly faint in shock- I thought I was going crazy, hearing voices and all that!
After adjusting to the reality of being pregnant, we laugh about how OF COURSE she manifested in me! We'd actually planned on making her, visualized her, felt her energy, totally opened ourselves to her- after planning on spending the better part of the year preparing for her; and why would spirits have any true sense of time as we know it? We said, "we'll make her in October" and yes, it's October, and she's due in 12 days.
Anybody else have unusual conception experiences?
..that's a real cool story
