I totally understand how you feel! I have been having baby fever for the past five months and at the time, my husband was between jobs and so we had to wait. But today he starts a new job! So I was so excited telling my husband (who wants one too!) that we can start, however, he reminded me that our insurance has to kick in first and so the pregnancy will not be "previous problem", oh I can't think of the word, do you know what I mean, if I were to be pregnant now before the insurance, they will not take me because it is is a pre-existing condition-there I got the word now! Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... AUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have to wait until the insurance kicks in and then hopefully we can get back in the grind!
But it is so hard to see other babies or pregnant women around me! It drives me insane!
So I try to focus on my little Renee right now-20 months and enjoy her each day. How are you dealing with it?