I was due the 21st and i am sad and impatient. Had strong ctx on the actual due date and now not much. I am so sore and tired and the kids are wearing me out. We watch soooo much TV and I am bored and sad. i want my baby. I am envisioning all sorts of bad stuff and am dissapointed in myself 'cuz i thought i would be more "Trust-Birth"-y than i am being. I keep wondering what is wrong with me/the baby.
I am sick of hearing how i should go out and "treat myself", i cant barely barely walk, nothing fits me besides my nightgown, we have no spare money, and i dont want to have sex, either! My back kills and I am itchy and sore even though i just did a stupid Monistat kit.
So there!








SIGH
hang in there all you cheerful sweet mamas, i feel like a mean old bitch.
I am sick of hearing how i should go out and "treat myself", i cant barely barely walk, nothing fits me besides my nightgown, we have no spare money, and i dont want to have sex, either! My back kills and I am itchy and sore even though i just did a stupid Monistat kit.
So there!








SIGH
hang in there all you cheerful sweet mamas, i feel like a mean old bitch.






