(The clowns will eat me thing wasn't actually a dream I had, it's an old kinda silly but scary reference...oh nvm. I'm old. :P)
Well I've had dreams of being kidnapped and the people wanted to cut the baby out of me, but the other night's dreams topped it all -- they were of horrid things you'd see on the Special Victims Unit L&O show (I won't even go into detail -- they are unspeakable -- I can't believe my mind went there).
Sure I've had a few sex dreams but those don't stick with me in great detail -- they are more fuzzy and I forget them. The bad dreams wake me up -- I wake up saying NO! Or moaning or something, and covered in sweat even though we keep our room cool.
And last night I couldn't sleep at all. It was nearly 5:00 when I finally fell asleep and I woke up when DH left for work at 7, then slept for like maybe one more hour then had to get up for work myself.
And I'm wide awake now, but my head's wanting to hurt from lack of sleep. I don't do caffeine and we have a good comfy bed. I think I was afraid to sleep, actually. That last nightmare really shook me up -- it was about a little girl being attacked and I'm pg with a little girl.
It makes me hurt just to think about it
Tell me it's just the crazy hormones or something and not some kind of freakishly horrid clairvoyance or whatever. This is my first pg and though I've always had very vivid dreams, these are honestly some of the scariest I've ever experienced. It was horrible