
Oh, sweetie. I am so so sorry you are going through this. I know that it seems like you are a bad mother right now, but you're not, sweetie. Your depression is making you feel that way. In reality, you are a wonderful mother! And do you know why? You are willing to come here and tell us what is going on. You are willing to take the PPD quiz. You want to talk to someone about this. You want to get the help you need. You don't want to put your kids through anymore bad days. Only good moms worry about being bad moms.

I know that it is hard to ask someone to come to your house to help you out with everyday things. But your neighbor/friend will understand. Believe me, she will! That's what friends are for. It will make her feel good to know that she is able to help you out. Nobody is going to judge you.
I hope you are able to find the help that you need -- both therapy (and/or medication) and a friend to come to your house.
Please keep us updated!
