|I HATE the darkness. I hate thinking, "If it were summer, it would be light out and we'd be running around the backyard or gardening instead of holed up in the house!"|
Even worse, this year I feel like crap. Since the 1st week in Dec, I can't eat more than a couple bites of food(any food) without feeling nauseated, and my belly hurts. They took out my appendix, then did a colonoscopy, then yanked my IUD out, and none of it helped. gggrrrrr. One doc drew blood to check for celiac disease, but I can't find out the results till he gets back from vacation on the 3rd. My goal monday is to get that office to fax the results to another doc's office and have doc2 tell me.
But. Even with all that going on, I really feel like I'm doing ok (most of the time) I am on a quest for spiritual enlightenment that I feel is going well-I've found a faith that (so far anyway) feels right. Not right like you're wrong, but right like a good fit. Also, once someone figures out why I'm hurting and wanna puke, and fixes it, I've got a head start on the weight I've been wanting to lose. Now I just want to turn it into muscle and start playing soccer or rollerblading or swimming again. I do so hate being a slug.
|I wish I had a good workout dvd...something quick that's easy to do w/small space...
Thanks for starting the thread, I think it's a great idea!